how does it feel?

I feel good and excited about the possibilities.

I’m an idealist and feel strongly about doing ground work for the future by inspiring people to live in service to humanity and joy. If people are joyful they will create joyous work, and joyous work can only be in service to humanity.

I’m roughing out a plan for the next 3 months.
The work starts with me, now is a time for me to look inward and spend time exploring. Explore what feels right and good and not be influenced by external forces and what I think the outside world will be impressed by. Separate myself from my past expectations of what success looks like. Get out of my head and the mental trappings. Be free to feel, free of expectation, free of judgment, free from attachment to outcome, free from resistance.

Today I suspended 3 things indefinitely:
• Facebook- I realized I was spending too much time thinking about my next ironic post.
• Wheat- wheat fogs my brain.
• Solitaire- I started playing it on my phone about 3 months ago and wasn’t able to sit through a TV program without playing game after game. That kind of obsessive compulsive behavior has got to go.

I am very appreciative of this time to regroup.

how does it feel?